Delve into... me I guess- that's what she said! oh my gosh i did not even plan this!!!! oh man...

What am I supposed to say after being silent for so long? That's a good question, I mean, if you were to have suddenly became mute, but then a while after that you could talk again, what would the first words out of your mouth? "Hot diggety you look HOT! oh God sorry I thought out loud. Out loud? OUT LOUD???? Oh sweet mother of pearl I can talk!" ya that's way too entertaining, but I will stop. I could start up with some whining... but that doesn't seem to hold any worth to me. All I can think about is how excited I am for my Emergency Response class tomorrow, and how I forgot the proper procedure to take bloodied gloves off. Merde. Oh yeah- so today actually sucked. I get up this morning, an hour after I had planned, because I was going to get up and study early for my German test, but then I was too tired to get up- even though I was wide awake at four when I got up to go pee. Nice I know. But yeah just looking at my roommate makes me irritated. She gets right up when her damned alarm clock goes off, she gets up, and goes for a run. I lay in my bed like a fat slug. Then upon returning, she prays and reads her bible. Heathen that I am I sit there and cuss my computer out: "you little f*****!!!" "amen" ha. 'tis the life of having a holier- than- me- roomie. Nothing exciting happens around here. I mean it's quiet, cozy people are nice, the guys we hang out seem to like me better (haha- I guess the that's what she said's, cursing, burping and outright heathen business entertains them, better entertain them with laughter than... other ways)... and where was I? I see/ talk to my sister all the time, which actually is really fun, and I really haven't hung out with people other than the girls in my dorm... which is like- four girls and a couple guys. Ya it's boring. Is it a bad thing that I already have talked to this other girl about swapping roomies? Ha.... yeah so my roomie doesn't want to move our room around.... but f that! our room is so boring and she isn't on the bloody bottom bunk where she hits her damned head every f-ing morning!!! ahhhhh. my bed is comfortable... but small. The foam mattress I have on top though is AMAZING. I love it. except there is this cow who sleeps on the bunk above me.... and yeah. I am in such a negative mood right now, and so much for not whining. I guess I just go in default. Oh well. deal people! Ok actually, I am going to go and do my Emergency Response homework, but you know, this blog business isn't bad. Missing everyone from back home is bad. Hell I even miss my mom! We talked on the phone for like an hour the other day, and she and Dad don't even nag me when I talk about how I didn't do so hot on a quiz.... maybe they just don't know how poorly I really did. But anyways- the point is, things are pleasant on that front. perhaps on my next post I shall dive deeper into my being and pull out the wonderful happenings at Whitworth. i did find an awesome/ partially dirty game to play. Oh it is/ was great. So, homework time! peace, love, nuggets, and chapstick people! Oh and Vitamin C. Horray for lifting weights. Oh yeah and one last note- today at track we practiced starts... and I'm not even kidding: the fingerprints on my fingers are almost gone. Rubbed off. Taken away. Haha though now I can commit a crime and not be traced! Right.... Ok well, like I said- peace and.... stuff.