what lies within....

WELL. so my last post was.... vivid. it was also mostly in the heat of the moment- though it was partially and/ or mostly true. minus the parts about how i want to move and so on. it's crazy. so the past two days have been rather- peaceful- you might say. my roommate and i apoligize for making too much noise while the other is sleeping. we say hello when the other returns from class. we have joked around, even when my roomie struck me on the baby skin of my arm- which hurt. but that's not that bad. is this crazy or what??? okok so when i spouted all of what i said previously... i made things sound like they were worse than they were. but that is because (drum roll) i put onto the screen what was going on in my head. ahhhh!!! scary!!!! that is what ginny thinks!!!! oh my gosh that is sooooo frightening!!!

ok enough is enough. i feel like i am apoligizing for having a breakdown and crusing my freckles off about a wretched roommate. the things i said... still remain, though now they are buried under the surface, like a sleeping tiger, ready to pounce at a moment's notice. perhaps the volcano analogy is better. but whatever. i just forgot... no i didn't! so along with my roomie problems... i got my math test back today- the one i took monday where on each problem i gave up and in the end drew a picture of me diving into a sea of aligator mouths- and i got a solid 63. and today for my german test.... i also failed. i just took it so i am not sure how i did... but it sure won't be the 73 i pulled off last time. ACK!!!!

I am tired of blogging for now... I got distracted by looking at the rosters of the swim team, and soccer teams to see who i know... and also find this guy. But i didn't say that! (he's only the athletic trainer who took my blood pressure and leaned VERY close... oh lala teehee) oh man. perhaps later i shall talk of the things that make me happy. for now i shall observe these rosters, eat lunch, and bike to the store with my friend elizabeth. :)