hello, God?

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. ~Author Unknown





So... whilst blogging a certian young man's blog I came across his links, and one of them went to a quote garden of sorts. The page opens, and the quote of the day is this quote. I was like, "are you kidding, this is way too applicable!" so i copy and pasted.



and that is all, except to say that.... i totally jsut had an ego- boost. i showered tonight, so my hair looks pretty good. i took out my contacts a while ago because my eyes are practically dead, so i had my glasses on. i also decided to have a ginny night tonight, so i put my pjs on, my popcorn boxers and black tank top. i facebooked for like 2 seconds and my friend emily down the hall was online. so i facebook chatted with her. she invited me to watch the bourne ultimatum with her. i said no but i'd come and say hi anyways. i get there, and this strange guy opens the door. mind you i am wearing what i described, i decided to wear a jacket since i was only in a thin tank top, so i guess it's good i did that. so anyways this strange dude opens the door and i'm like.... oh hey! (play it cool ginny play it cool) my two friends jill and emily were there, with another (flirtatious) guy sean and a pre-frosh friend of emily's, and then... this.. other guy. HE was quite good looking, lounging there on the bed... gracious. all chill and such, but not intimidating in any way.... gracious. but the thing that boosted my ego was the way he looked at me. and kept looking at me. i was a bit unnerved, but still, i was chill, but warm, bubbly and "hi there"-y. haha... so anyways. the thign is, him looking at me, with all of his hottness, made me feel pretty hot. keep in mind what i was wearing. woot. haha.... but i was probably cold or something... hint hint. remember what i was wearing. anyways. woo for the kind hot guy from montana who is friends with really solid and nice girls. yay. but i think i am going to head off to bed. i stayed up until 5 this morning.... took a brief nap.... but yeah. my headache tells me it's time to say good night.



so... good night!



ps. i am SO excited to come home.... oh man. it'll be really really really nice. almost inexplicably so. woot. aw shucks, love you guys! :-D bye now!