maybe not.

I ... ... ... ... ...


don't really want to come back to whitworth next year.

I just hate this academic work that keeps me up writing a bullshit paper until this hour. i hate it. i don't like the class, but i have to take it in order to graduate. i'm a bad student. i just really loathe the idea of school work-ing now.

staying up making crepes in teh kitchen until 3 was much more fun than facing this dumb assignment.

that's all. time to write about "my worldview"

ps. i have a vow with myself. no 2 piece bikini until i have lost like.... 20 pounds. no daylight skinny dipping until the cheese is gone. no clingy clothes until i have stopped stretching. aka.... i feel much too much too large at this point in time to want to show too much of myself at all.

i will finish this essay at 4:30am. that gives me.... 23 minutes. great....

didn't happen. my efficiency is down.... guess i'll finish it tomorrow morning... up at 7am! yay! fuck no......