mawadge, mawadge is what bwings us togevvah! (princess bride)

mmm gracious. just a couple minutes ago, i finished watching "sleepless in seattle" and good gracious, it is such a good movie. when i think of the story, it's like whatever, who is that ever going to happen to, that is so unlikely. oh but chances... chances... there's always a chance. for me in my life that's kind of an irritating concept, because it comes up so often. now of course there are times when it is a great thing. you get another chance to turn that paper in, oh thank you thank you now i can beg another prof to do the exact same thing you just did for me. oh wait a minute. anyways.

*disclaimer! if you have not seen the movie "sleepless in seattle" do not read on, it's a partial synopsis and it gives the end away*

time to apply some of the thoughts of that movie to my life. now we see the main character in love with this guy in a very cozy and comfortable relationship. the guy is great, if not allergic to almost everything. but then she hears about this dude on the radio and she is captivated. she finally is so obsessed with the idea of living her whole life wondering what could have happened that she goes to meet him... and after a series of events they do find that they are meant for each other, and you get the idea by their captivated looks that they will fall in love and live happily ever after.

gosh, so then i sit there wondering if that could happen to me, if that is what is going to happen to me. see will i be stuck in such a comfortable crush for so long, maybe even get a chance (ugh, chance again) to date the dude, but spend the rest of my days wondering what could have happened if i had met someone else....??? oh gracious this train of thought sounds so dumb to me. circular. self explanatory. you see, it's true, i could spend my days, no matter who i end up "being with/ marrying" what could have happened if i ended up with another random soul mate person. good gracious. but you know, come to think of it, when i see myself in love, i don't suppose i will have the time or want to think about anyone else besides the guy i'm in love with!

but as for now i am stuck with the coulda shoulda woulda thoughts and wondering if but knowing so that "that someone" is out there. oh gracious. romantic and sappy stuff. i should be tough and think only of living in the now and such right now huh? mmmmrrrrggggg!!! ...or not.

so that's enough for now. closing thoughts, jonkmusic.blogspot.com has some great new music up and it was quite nice to go through that. also on pandora radio my joshua radin station is so amazing and is playing some amazing music, just the right stuff. feels and sounds nice. woo. so i am now going to mark this song, be be your love by rachel yamagata as a "like" :-) and go eat a(nother) bowl of tillamook mountain huckleberry ice cream. woot. so tasty!