just shampoo

well i had an idea of what to write about when i sat down.... but that idea has since escaped me. oh well. but as far as my title goes, that refers to my hair, and my lack of washing attention i give to it recently. BUT i do find that it does not greasy as fast anymore, my bangs can almost make it a whole night and day looking.... banging.... oh man i totally lost my desire to type.

but gracious my mom did one of those things she does again. she's all stressed, she's late to something she really wants to go to, so she needs my car since dad is really late getting home with his car. so off she goes with my keys and my car to some church group thingy. Well two seconds ago i look out the door and she's walking back inside. i'm thinking what the hell??? she also has that drooped shoulder sad face pushed out pouty lips face i inherited from her, and i know she has resigned herself to not going. i ask what she's doing, and she says the van has to gas. damn the van! that fucker always says it's out of gas. when the needle gets anywhere past 1/4 tank, it flips out and alternates between saying there is no gas whatsoever and the car will die before it gets up the driveway, and jumping back and forth from empty amd a quarter tank while driving. stupid stupid car. so anyways, i explain this to mom, because clearly she is sad not to be going to whatever it was. but she doesn't believe me and says she has to get out to delta and back. i tell her she'd be fine, and there'd still be gas for me to get to work with on monday (since i don't work tomorrow or friday) oh grrrr. i am so frustrated for her... in that she can't do what she wants, she looks so dejected, and i see the acceptance and resignation at her fate that i also inherited from her on her face so clearly that i almost wish i did not make plans to go out tonight for the first time in... a long time.

but mom is a big girl, i did what i could to help her, and i can't do much else. at least dad's home now. but tonight shall be grand; kathynugget and i are going to re-watch chocolat together (my favorite movie EVER) and make the best chocolate snowballs together, also one of my favorite cookies ever. also there is a really pretty song on now, by an artist i found on jonk music. awesome. :-)

oh but today was quite nice. we only worked until lunch, at 11am, and then we were done until monday, and thinking i had a dentist appointment at four today, i decided to stay in town and not waste gas or whatever. it was actually really chill and really fun to do this. i biked to cafe yumm for lunch, then on back to my car at the amazon park and ride, where i chaco-ed up, and biked to the bathroom by the play structure at amazon pool... and this is too long... but i ended up making camp underneath a tree and laying there for... 3 hours reading to my heart's content and drinking my mango tango odwalla and felling the cooling breeze and the warm sun... and the glories of summer! minus the itchy grass, the bugs, and the thin layer of sweat on my ody almpst constantly it seems. mmm yummy. ha well. dinner time.

tootles y'all!