ah what a blessing a blog is when one is pissed off. you see i am attracted to blasting my irritations all over the www when i am pissed, like a bear to honey. mmm yummy. but hey that bear to honey quote reminds me of scrubs, which is amazing. and funny. as is house. house oh house. i watch so much house these days! he is amazing. and i like his philosophies. and humor. he is so in control all the time! ah. so nice. ah but hey there, me mum does not understand that this is the way i am unwind from my day of work. idiot woman. i am so trapped here in this house, but it really is unhealthy for my mom and i to be around each other a lot. grrr. that's all. i once again am eager to move out. also- though i have figured out that i will at least be able to afford something above a closet to live in in portland, i am AWFUL at saving money. so things beyond rent and such will be... difficult to make sure i have. oh well. i look forward to that grand and stressful adventure. i think. or maybe i am lying to myself that really is my "escape". that "escape" is really what i need, when it seems i can't even put my finger on what i am escaping from. classic quote from mr nuxoll's ap history classes, one knows what one is against, but not what one if for. ha. that's like the war in iraq! boo osama and terrorism, but for... democracy? or militarism? hmmm. also somewhat unrelated, it is difficult to work amongst so many outspoken republicans. people who say obama is the devil. good god! hah! ironc, and they call themselves christians and stuff. of course namng someone the devil even though even i say that does not mean that automatically i should pin these people where i work as hypocrites.... but they have had it coming. oh anyways. time to go watch soem more house, now that my mom will stop bitching at me for laying on the couch and watching tv. ha. tootles.