arts & ideas. or NOT!!!

i am so damn bored. freaking i just want to be with my super girls!!! and der boys. oh gracious. and my family is watching some depressing movie, and my dad keeps saying "[so and so] is going to get killed here, he was the traitor" what the hell! oh man. and my sister.... i fifgured out that a good huge protion of my unrest at home has to do with my frustrations with her. basically i was happy until she came around. sucks. also, a very sore point.... i was supposed to get my mom's old road bike to use, get it all souped up and stuff.... but NO my dad gave it to my stupid sister. merde. makes me upset. more so than i am letting on here. my grandparents are leaving now.... oh also, the drive tomorrow is going to SUCK. due to my annoyances with my stupid sister, i do NOT want to spend 8 freaking hours in a freaking car with her listening to her voice. gracious. idiot girl. she really annoys me. gracious. and fuck! the whole fiasco about me having to wait around on thursday to drive her at midnight to freaking seattle... so stupid! and then when she supposedly gives me money to get gas to get home, she gives me a card with no freaking money left on it! idiot idiot idiot!!! she didn't even apologize for that, or thank me for going out of my way so she could catch her stupid plane. merde merde merde! and sitting with her, she just stresses me out. she asks me all about all the things i am so tired of talking about, school, matt, etc, ack. she just brings so much stress into my life. i wish i wasn't at the same school as her. really, i think tnhat would have been better. it also comes down the the whole "i am so tired of sharing every single experience with her" business. i mean, come ON. shit..... she frustrates me. stupid girl. irritating child. merde. whatever. i am going to go to laundry now, and i am not going to wait for her anymore. idiot child. i'm tired of being around her. merde. oh but look, the dummy has already done her laundry. thanks stupid for telling me, i was WAITING for you. aaaaaahhhhh fuck. stupid sister. guess that's all for now.