lily is licking her butt on my bed. gross.

sing to the tune of "silver bells", the christmas song.

-"sagging assss"-

flubby love handles,

sagging buttocks,

fatty thighs all around,

boy do i feel so good,

right now!

body image,

who gives a shit,

it's said my hubby won't care,

what i look like

with all of my flaws

oh they're wrong! (oh they're wrong!)

oh they're wrong (oh they're wrong!) no one wants to marry someone whining and crying about their awful stretch marks all the time.

you may be right, (may be right)

and i maybe wrong (may be wrong)

but the fact still remains:

i'm space consuming!!!!!!

*duh dun!!!*

can you guess what i'm thinking of right now? we are at that time where i am emotionally and hormonally unstable (awesome, just in time for spring break a week of fun...) so me being bloated does not help my already unhealthy mindset. crap. at least i am kind of laughing at myself. i was oging to get up and run this morning, but certain thigns have prevented me, namely a retarded dog that kept me up last night (a mistake to let her stay in my room and share the bed with me), also at like five there was a suspicious almost burglar or something that i'm pretty positive lily (the dog) scared away with her barking (that woke me up with a start and i yelled at her for but thanked her later for doing so) and so..... with so many parethases i have lost ym spot. well anywqays. i just hope the advil i took will work, it's not so bad now, but my most recent history of "these happenings" (bloody painful cramps you fools) tells me i will soon be writhing about on the floor in pain. that or finishing this post and getting breakfast of chocolate milk and cereal, and yelling at lily to stop following me around (even though that's all she's doing)

but you know other than all of this i am feeling pretty good. it's awesome to be home again, and even though like half of the peeps left, we had a great time together before they left (on saturday night), and the people who are "still here" are pretty awesome and fun too. yay! also we have some fun times ahead of us. ahaha and yeah greg even though i did have some violent tendencies due to some stored up frustrations (not GIN, the gin as defined by us for those who think i am talking aout the alcoholic beverage. come now.... i'm not 21! i can't buy gin!) haha but yeah.... [oh the pain and the shaking hands! i need some food/ iron!]

i love being home. it's even been real fun to hang out with ym family, and my mom and john (brother) and i are going shopping laer. now that i finally have more than $6 in the bank.... i am going to spend it all!!! yay! NOT. but i am going to treat myself to another nice shirt at ann taylor or something. because the only thing i wear these days are these 3 shirts, so i figured i could add another one to the stack. woot. allright. breakfast time!!!!! love you all... peace yo.

(also if you couldn't tell but i am feeling pretty even keel right now (minus that core paper i currently have a 0 on but could get an 85/100 on if i turned it in today and got a perfect score! NOT) i have to go tend to the barking retarded dog. bye now!)